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The Lady of the house speaking
"Do I sound like a Chinese takeaway?"
Tiny thoughts in the middle of the night 
Monday, 30th of June, 2014 2:00 am
mecha

It makes one wonder, when watching that beautiful little boy sleep, does his biofather (not a father, just biological father, if you ask from me) even understand what he lost by disowning Tiny?
Does he ever even think of that little boy he swore he won't meet before he comes of age?

Having been set free has made me think and remember a lot of things that happened when I left Mr. Ex II, the whys of doing that. I had almost forgot he disowned that precious little boy, even before I told him it's over.
And my simple mind simply can not understand and for someone who strives to understand that is a huge problem.

But then, I am the one who knows what a loving, funny and smart little boy Tiny is. And I know that sometimes Tiny smiles because I am his mother.
That's all one needs to know. Nothing more.

Comments 
Thursday, 3rd of July, 2014 3:59 pm (UTC)
His loss. By the time your son is of age, what interest could he really have in his father who could never be bothered before?

Happy, happy birthday to you! I hope you have friends who make it wonderful!

Susan
Thursday, 3rd of July, 2014 8:33 pm (UTC)
Exactly, it is his loss, but still I can't help, but wonder. But I guess it's easier to disregard someone you have never met, even if they are your own child, whereas Tiny and I have known each other from the literal beginning...

From what I have gathered about Tiny by now is that if his biofather contacts him when he has grown up it won't be a lovely reunion.

And thanks! Spent it mostly with Tiny, but it was all good. :)
Thursday, 3rd of July, 2014 4:02 pm (UTC)
Not sure if that comment was accepted, so here's another one to make sure you know I wish you a very happy birthday!
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